Past....

When I was young, I used to love Back Street Boys, you know how it is, being in Iran and fancying foreign men plus when they have love songs, you just make them your number one boy band! and Lesbian stuff wasn't happening in Iran back then so I remember bands like Ace of Base, Take That, and ofcourse Back Street Boys.

They had a song called Memories and I used to sing it along but till today I never actually listened to the lyrics and what they meant.. and today is the day I UNDERSTAND it and it meant alot.

At the Studio today we were recording Mehrnoosh's Program and we had our fun as we were all girls.. and you know how you start talking about Girlish stuff and some how they all end up to guys treating us badly!.. it happened to us aswell and talking about current partners... ex boyfriends... I realised this is all life.. Boyfriends are just memories and even they have been bad but you would like them to get repeated.. you want them to hurt you again but why!?
GOD KNOWS!

It made me think alot so I went back the memory line and realised my old best friend who was also my ex BF warned me not to end the relationships in war but I did as I was hurt so I decided from today that I would change something in my life and never end a friendship with war...
Lets go back the memory lane and sing along with Back Street Boys....

Memories

The love I left behind

I still think about it all the time

Nothing stays the same

Maybe I'm to blame

Oh I, I'd do it all again

Through these eyes

I've seen a thousand lies

And it's taken years to realize

That nothing stays the same

And no one is to blame

But I, I'd do it all again

Does it really matter if you got it right?

Does it really matter who was wrong or right? (yeah)

All I know, yes I know that I can make it through

What about you?

Ooh my my

But ain't no way it's gonna change me (oh you wanna know)

Ohhh

Cause all the fear I've left behind (where you gonna go)

Yeah yeah

And only time will tell you what is meant to be

There's a place I can't let go

Holding all the dreams I used to know

I wish it was the same

I guess no one's to blame

But I, I'd do it all again

Yeah yeah