When I was young, I used to love Back Street Boys, you know how it is, being in Iran and fancying foreign men plus when they have love songs, you just make them your number one boy band! and Lesbian stuff wasn't happening in Iran back then so I remember bands like Ace of Base, Take That, and ofcourse Back Street Boys.
They had a song called Memories and I used to sing it along but till today I never actually listened to the lyrics and what they meant.. and today is the day I UNDERSTAND it and it meant alot.
At the Studio today we were recording Mehrnoosh's Program and we had our fun as we were all girls.. and you know how you start talking about Girlish stuff and some how they all end up to guys treating us badly!.. it happened to us aswell and talking about current partners... ex boyfriends... I realised this is all life.. Boyfriends are just memories and even they have been bad but you would like them to get repeated.. you want them to hurt you again but why!?
GOD KNOWS!
It made me think alot so I went back the memory line and realised my old best friend who was also my ex BF warned me not to end the relationships in war but I did as I was hurt so I decided from today that I would change something in my life and never end a friendship with war...
Lets go back the memory lane and sing along with Back Street Boys....
Memories
The love I left behind
I still think about it all the time
Nothing stays the same
Maybe I'm to blame
Oh I, I'd do it all again
Through these eyes
I've seen a thousand lies
And it's taken years to realize
That nothing stays the same
And no one is to blame
But I, I'd do it all again
Does it really matter if you got it right?
Does it really matter who was wrong or right? (yeah)
All I know, yes I know that I can make it through
What about you?
Ooh my my
But ain't no way it's gonna change me (oh you wanna know)
Ohhh
Cause all the fear I've left behind (where you gonna go)
Yeah yeah
And only time will tell you what is meant to be
There's a place I can't let go
Holding all the dreams I used to know
I wish it was the same
I guess no one's to blame
But I, I'd do it all again
Yeah yeah
